Wednesday, May 27, 2015

Sniplet 44. Illiam [Lukasverse] [Snooplet]

Elian walked down the streets of the Xiaomenese capitol, stopping for a moment to sit on a bench. He was an old man, nowhere near as spry as he was in his youth, and it was difficult for him to make the walk from the palace to his own. Maelys and the others had offered to help him bring him home, or give him a place in the palace, but Elian refused. He didn’t want to be a burden on anyone.
Suddenly, Elian felt a tap on his shoulder and twisted around painfully to see Illiam behind him. His once-identical twin brother was still somehow in the prime of his youth, wearing a furred black outfit that seemed far too hot for the warm weather. “Hello, brother!” said Illiam.
Elian narrowed his eyes at Illiam. He’d spent his entire life looking for him, and now he was in front of him! He had to capture him. Elian thrust out a hand and a psychic beam flew out, but Illiam easily avoided it. “Aw, is that any way to greet your brother?”
Elian tried to leap to his feet, but almost stumbled. He tried to keep even footing as he glared at Illiam. “You’ve spent almost fourty years running from me, and now you just show up?”
“Yes of course, brother dearest. I doubt you’re long for this mortal coil, and I figured that before you died, I would make you of some use to me. Extract all the information that I could from you.” Elian fired out another psychic beam, one that would erase the knowledge from Illiam of how to use his psychic powers, but it only brushed the man’s face. Illiam laughed. “Don’t struggle. It will make this harder. Much much harder.”
Illiam grabbed Elian’s hand, and at once Elian knew what power he was using. Fusion. Illiam was an expert in using that power non-consensually- usually it could only be used on those who were willing to become one with the manifester. Just as Elian thought for a moment about Illiam’s abilities, Illiam’s mind surged forth, and their flesh began to meld together. Elian yelped and tried to pull away, trying to think of what made him a person, his individuality. He had been a bad person, but he had been redeemed, and he thanked Maelys for that every day in his heart. He was- he was a psychic. No, no, that was a bad one, that was how he was like Illiam. Um, he loved Ulmer. Ugh, didn’t Illiam too? He had a son. A son who was content to ignore him most of the time, but a son! He was old, and Illiam was young. Psychically, at least. And he was a person who had a positive attitude on life. ….or used to. Really, these days, he-
Elian’s thoughts were interrupted by the continued sensation of body merging. Why wasn’t this working? Why wasn’t this-
And then Elian’s thoughts were swept away completely by him and Illiam becoming one.

And then he was- he was in control of a body, a young version of his own. Not old at all how can i hear him our thoughts are- He and his brother’s thoughts were melded together somehow- this wasn’t supposed to happen! He and- Elian? Illiam? Which one was the other one? Was he both of them? we are supposed to be two, not one! we are one, separate us now, i don’t know how to do that! then learn how to do it! this is all- your? my? fault?
The body lurchingly took a step forward, then took a practiced step forward with the other foot. We’re one. We could blame anything on each other. No, I would never- The mind tried to concentrate on its priorities. Becoming two people. The people who mattered to him. Two circles of people mentally appeared, folks like Ulmer and Maelys and Monroe and Atl and Caden on one side, people like Ulmer and Aaia (dead) and Jacob (dead) and- well, a bunch of dead people- on the other. The circles squished together. Ulmer was left in the center, a combined priority of a combined mind.
We have to tell him that we love him. Why would he care? He’s married! But won’t we feel bad if we never tell him and he never knows? And before either could protest, they were running, faster than Elian had ran in years, towards Ulmer’s home.
The Ashbur conglomerate was able to enter the palace and run to Ulmer’s rooms. The old human man was there, peacefully reading a book. The Ashbur ripped the door off, then stood panting before Ulmer.
“What- Illiam!?” Ulmer, still fit in his old age, jumped off the couch and tried to get to his orb, lying on a table.
“Not Illiam! Or Elian! Both of us! Ulmer! We are both of them!”
Ulmer looked over the combination. “No. You can’t- which one is in control?”
The Ashbur smiled widely. “Not one anymore! Well, yes, we are one. But there’s not a choice! No option! We’re together, Ulmer! We are only one person!”
Ulmer’s expression was horrified. “Oh my god, Elian, I’ll save you, I promise, okay? I-” Ulmer leapt atop of the Ashbur Conglomerate, but he was pushed off.
“We have something to tell you, Ulmer! From both of us! And it’s a very special message!”
Ulmer glared at the pair. “Yeah, what is it?”
“I LOVE YOU!” said the Ashbur brothers as one.
Ulmer blinked. He scratched his arm. “Um. Right. So about that. I kind of-”
The brothers were very suddenly lifted up in the air by magical red tendrils, and as he squirmed around, he saw Monroe. How did he- we did kind of rip off a door? The mage looked at Ulmer. “He’s somehow two people, both Elian and Illiam in one body!” explained Ulmer. “You have to separate them!”
“NO!” screeched the brothers as they transformed, body swiveling in such a way to escape their bonds. Wings sprouted from a newly avian body, and he darted above Monroe’s head through the window, dodging the mage’s spells. As he flew out the window, he turned back into human, landing on his feet perfectly. Avoiding the guards, he ran to the wall and climbed up it deftly, before dropping to the other side.
I can’t believe you did that to Ulmer! We did that to Ulmer! You did it! Who even is yelling? Illiam? Elian? Who even is- Was this even a conversation between two entities, or just comments from a collective mind, drips of water bursting randomly free from the liquid mind? I can’t even-  Then, suddenly, it happened. The severing.
The mouth screamed as it was torn into two identical screaming mouths, and the body quickly tore itself into two in that very way. Before the moment was up, two identical brothers sat looking at each other, horrified looks on their faces.

Ashbur tried to get a grip on who he was. And who the guy staring at him also was. He had two sets of memories- one of Illiam’s life, and one of Elian’s. And he had come from that fused consciousness, no way to tell who he was before that. One set of memories did not stir a more powerful reaction in him than the other. He tried to think of the people he knew and loved, but he saw them from two different angles now. His body was young, and so was the other Ashbur’s.
He didn’t know if there was anything else to do but cry.
He tried to comb his memories, see if there was anything that could help. An eye! Elian only had one eye! But as he touched that socket, there was nothing there, just like there was nothing in the socket of the person staring at him.
Well, he was going to have to choose, wasn’t he? Honestly, he felt more like Illiam. The somewhat straight and narrow life of Elian had a dash less resonance with him. But Illiam’s life- it was hollow. There was nothing of value in that life. He had worked for Aaia with seemingly no reward. Now villainy gave him only sleepless nights, worry, and fleeting, temporal pleasures. Elian had- well, at least he had friends who were alive. But that didn’t make him feel like him. That made him envy the brother, or person who he had been. He wanted friends. He wanted people to care about him. Before he knew it, the remaining eye was crying.
The other Ashbur stood up, pointing at him. “You- I- Someone did this to us! You- you made everything we worked for useless!”
Illiam blinked. “We- I don’t think it’s that bad….”
“We don’t even know who we are!” shrieked the other. “And you know what else you showed me! How STUPID a MISTAKE becoming good was! All the right side has ever brought me is loneliness and despair and being pushed away in favor of other, better people!”  
Illiam frowned. “Elian, or- whoever you want to be- you are good people. You really are, I-”
“I’m a fucking failure who can’t even capture my own brother! Or I’m a big loser who hasn’t done anything of value in decades! Take your pick, pick your poison! I- I’m done with this being good thing! I can’t-”
Illiam reached out for his brother. “Brother, please, I can-”
“DON’T TOUCH ME!” he shrieked, before turning into an exceedingly large bird. “Fuck you! Fuck you all! I’m going to go join Lukas! Maybe there I can be of some value!”
Illiam wasn’t quite sure who “you all” was, until he turned around to see most of the people from the palace outside, staring at the scene. Looking at them all, he fainted.

Sebastian stroked Illiam’s hand again. “Look, darling, I’m just saying, if you’re the good twin, I think it would be better if you called yourself Elian. People would… understand better.”
Illiam thought of the other brother, who people had bafflingly also called Illiam, flying away. There were things that separated Illiam from the Illiam before the fusion. Unlike him, he didn’t have shapeshifting skills beyond the most basic ones Elian had also possessed, though he did, bafflingly, have Illiam’s new telepathic abilities. He was softer, and when a stray cruel remark would make its way through his lips, he would always apologize.
“I don’t think I’m Elian though. He’s more Elian than me.”
Sebastian nodded, but he didn’t particularly seem sincere. “Well, if you suppose so.” The tiefling stood up, brushing away a stray tear that was somehow still on his face. Illiam had accidentally made a comment about Georg a few hours ago. He had died so many years ago, Illiam had- Illiam had just been his insensitive self again. “Anyway, if you need any help finding a job or anything, please, let me know! I’m sure Maelys or I could find a place for you. Somewhere.”

“And the award of Mental Healing goes to…. Dr Illiam Ashbur!” Illiam was thrilled as he took the stage and was handed a large golden trophy by the hospital director. His heart surged with joy. Not only the recognition, but knowing he really had helped people, that he was valued. It was like nothing other.
Illiam tapped the magical microphone, transfering its powers onto him. “Hello, everyone! I’m just- I just don’t know what to say. When I started studying psychology and the brain and how I could use my powers to help people, not hurt them, I never knew that I would become the world’s first memenolgist. Memenology has really helped so many people over the years, and so I think this trophy rightly belongs to not just me, but all memenologists. T-thank you.”   
Illiam left the stage and returned to his seat to hear the next award winner. Oh, it was for surgery. The hospital director took the stage. “Well, this year’s award for Surgical Healing has an obvious winner. Dr. Xander Nesline, please take the stage for your award.”
Xander Nesline worked here? Illiam hadn’t even known. He twisted back to look at him. He’d seen the tiefling a few times before in both lives. Here he was sitting with his father and his sister Cassandra, looking shocked. His father prodded him towards the stage, and Xander ran up to it. There were quiet giggles in the audience, then Xander took the stairs and took the award. “Um. Thank you. This- this award is amazing to me. I don’t- I’ve only been at this hospital for a few months, I don’t know how I earned an award so quickly, but I truly appreciate it, and thank all the people who decided I should obtain it. Um…. thank you.”
Xander quickly made his way down the stairs again, sitting next to his father again. Sebastian patted Xander gently. Illiam stopped staring at the family.

After the ceremony, Illiam went to the table of treats. Oooh, cake. Ever since the incident he had a bit of a thing for cake. Illiam put a thick slice on his plate as he turned around. He did kind of want to talk to Xander. Looking at him, he saw Sebastian notice Illiam and whisper something into his son’s ear. Illiam activated his exceptional psychic hearing, only to hear- “-lliam Ashbur. Well, really, he’s just good old friendly Elian, deluded into thinking he’s his evil brother. Still a nice man though. Though I’d proceed with caution, Xan-” Sebastian stopped whispering as Illiam approached.
“Hello, Sebastian. Xander, it’s nice to meet you.” Illiam offered a hand.
“I believe we have met before.” said Xander, shaking the hand and making an uncomfortable amount of eye contact. Illiam’s eyes darted to Xander’s forehead. “Though it may have been-”
“Before. Right. Anyway, I had no idea you worked here. Aren’t you supposed to be the greatest surgeon in the world or something?”
Xander looked down, clearly embarrassed by the comment. “People have said that before, certainly.”
Sebastian patted his son. “And it’s true, darling! You’re a medical genius!”
“I suppose.” said Xander. “Anyway, congratulations on your award. Um, w-” Sebastian gripped on Xander’s shoulder, and Xander suddenly smiled. “I am sure that we could….. I am sure this hospital is better for having both of us. Perhaps we could get to know each other better in the next year.”
“I would like that.”

Illiam speared a piece of chicken with a spork, then pointed it at Xander. “Xander, you have so many good ideas! Why don’t you ever share them with others!?”
Xander blinked. “Flesh trees? You think that’s a good idea? No, it isn’t. It’s like something Lukas would come up with. Probably already has.” Xander sighed. “You don’t know what it’s like. Constantly having to edit myself so I don’t sound at all like him.”
“Well, I always have to distance myself from the previous Illiam. And my brother.”
Xander sighed. “And see! There was a time I should have thought more carefully about what I should have said.”
“It’s alright.” Illiam stroked Xander’s hand. “Hey, no offense taken, alright?”
The tiefling nodded. “Thank you.”  He then sighed again. “Here I am. Always screwing up. Always apologizing.”
“It’s fine. It’s what makes us human. Er, tiefling, in your case. Also not quite sure I’m human. Um, it’s what makes us people.”
Xander smiled slightly at that. “Right. It’s our mistakes that make us people.”               

Xander looked up from his desk. Illiam had arrived at his office like he always did at the end of each day. “Hey, Xander!”
“Hello, Illiam.” Xander finished rearranging the things in his drawer and shut it, before standing up and grabbing his outdoors coat. While Illiam’s was casually slung over his shoulder, Xander always had his things in place, and his coat was hanging up neatly on its hook. “How was your day today?”
Illiam shrugged. “It was fine. I keep having to explain to patients I don’t remove memories, that’s unethical. It’s not what memenologists do.”
“Can you remove memories?”
“Yes.” said Illiam. “And I do actually do so temporarily in cases where patients are unable to function at all due to them, but I always do so with the intent of returning them once they are capable of handling them. Mostly I do so in emergency situations.”
Xander looked to the tile floors. “Would you ever do so offensively? For example, if you could remove Lukas’s memories of being Kaiser?”
Illiam shrugged. “I doubt I could harm that man permanently. And that’s what removing memories is, an injury. Adding memories, too. I know that one better than anyone. I don’t want to destroy anyone’s identity.”

Xander and Illiam stood under the very first flesh tree. The ribbon cutting was to begin in twenty or so minutes, but Illiam and Xander had never actually seen the tree itself. The tree was already beginning to grow organs. Its blood type was O-. An A+ tree would be the next to be made, though Xander had also had the idea of smaller flesh plants, or somehow grafting a flesh sample from the patient onto the tree and growing a perfect organ for them, one that would fit perfectly, like their body had somehow remembered how it had grown a heart the first time and grown another.
Xander stroked the tree, almost lovingly. It was the most affection Illiam had ever see the tiefling put into a gesture. “Lovely, isn’t it? I didn’t realize how beautiful it would be.”
Illiam frankly thought the flesh tree should be put in some sort of flesh greenhouse (did they even need sunlight?) and not in the main atrium of the hospital, proudly displayed for all to see, but simply nodded instead. “It is rather unique.”
“Illiam, I-” Xander paused midsentence, as he often did. “Illiam, I- thank you for- thank you for encouraging me.”
“Xander, I think you just need a little push to share your ideas. You’re brilliant, you know that?”
Xander looked down at Illiam’s shoes. “Everybody says that.”
“It’s true!”
“The more people say things…. the less I believe them. You- I do believe you, Illiam, it’s just- hearing it constantly, I just-”
Illiam grabbed Xander’s hands. “Xander, I-” Illiam was suddenly very distracted by the arrival of his identical twin brother, wearing a labcoat. “Okay, one second, Elian is here. Be right back, okay?”
Elian smiled as Illiam approached him. “Brother. Brother dear! Look at you! Young and healthy! We both are! Almost 300 years, and we’re both still alive. Thanks to you. Thanks to me.”
“Whichever one of us it was who was Illiam before.” said Illiam.
Elian shook his head, slowly laughing. “You think of us before wrong, Illiam. Or them, I suppose. We are both of them. We are both people that went into that fusion, and since we’ve chosen different paths, but inside we are still the same.”
“We lived longer as our new selves than we did as those two.”
The laughter continued. “Well, at the very least, you can’t deny we have so much in common. So much! Look at you, Illiam. Just like I was. Just like you were, a little. Afraid to confess your love for Xander. He is hot, isn't he? You do have a nice taste in men.
Illiam’s eyes narrowed. Sure, he felt that way towards Xander, but he was pretty sure that the tiefling was utterly uninterested in romance, and he wasn’t going to disrupt their friendship with that. “Whatever, you. Why are you here, to torment me?”
Elian smiled even wider. “I’m here to bring it to my master, Kaiser Lukas. He wishes to study it.”
“Well, you’re not going to do that.”
Elian began to glow in greys and blacks, his smile ever increasing. “And who precisely is going to stop me?”
And with that, Elian transformed. While the Angel before had been dedicated to Aaia, a glowing brilliant thing, this Angel was dark, tarnished, and its lips were twisted in a permanent smile. Illiam tried to fire a psychic beam at The Angel while it flew towards the flesh tree, lifting it up as the people who already gathered began to protest loudly, many rushing towards Elian.
Where was Sebastian? Wasn’t he supposed to come to the flesh tree unveiling? They needed an angel to fight an angel! Xander tried to leap atop of The Angel, who smacked Xander off of him. The tiefling hit the floor hard, eyes closed. Illiam ran to him, even though he knew he should follow The Angel. Xander was definitely unconscious. No. Not good. “This man needs healing!” screamed Illiam, but nobody went to Xander’s side.
Illiam wished there was something he could do to heal Xander, and began to cry. This damn weeping was all Elian’s fault. The Angel left, flesh tree in tow, and Xander did not wake up.

Illiam woke up in a chair, and tried to remember how he’d gotten there. Right. Xander. Xander had fallen unconcious, and-
“Illiam.” Illiam focused his attention to Xander, who was sitting straight up in bed. “Oh, you’re awake. Illiam, I am fine. That should please you.”
Illiam ran to Xander and wrapped his arms around him. “Oh, thank the gods. You’re alright.”
“Illiam, I would like to speak with you. About…. about something I overheard before your brother attacked.”
Illiam’s heart froze. He hadn’t overheard that, had he? “Illiam, I heard you speak to your brother….. about how you possess feelings for me. But were afraid to confess them, lest it ruin the bond we currently share.”
Illiam pulled back from the hug and nodded, not denying the comments. “Yes. Xander, if you’re not interested, or you just don’t feel that way about me, we can-”
“I have never really found romantic relationships…. appealing. I am uncertain I would be happy in one.” Illiam tried not to frown. Had to keep a straight face. “There are certain elements- that I just don’t like. A lot. But then again, I saw no need for friendships, and you arrived in my life. You are my closest and first real friend, Illiam.” Xander clasped Illiam’s hands. “And if I am to try to love anyone. I think that you would be a worthy subject of my affections.”
Illiam smiled at his friend. “So...maybe we could go on a date or something? If that’s not one of the aspects you don’t like?”
“Dating is fine.” said Xander. Illiam let out a sigh of relief. That was good. “However, what happens afterwards….”

Illiam laid on Xander’s lap, sobbing. “Nobody respects who I am but you, Xander. People think I’m good, I’m just confused Elian. People think they can fix me. People think they can say a special phase, and I’ll realize who I was all along, and it can change things.”
Xander stroked Illiam’s hair. “Sh, Illiam. Shh, shh, I am here for you. I know you stated this in the beginning, but I do not think you are confused Elian. I do not think you are broken.”
“But I am broken! He- I- Someone broke me!”
Xander continued stroking. “I know who you are. You are the man who loves me. And the man who I love. Shhh, my Illiam, my darling, I am here, and I will always believe you, and love you, and…..”

Sebastian smiled a smile that Illiam knew was fake. “Engaged. Now, generally, someone asks the parent’s permission before proposing! Just because the parent should have a little warning!”
Xander held Illiam’s hand tightly. “Father, I was the one who asked him. And both of Illiam’s parents are deceased. Who was I to ask, Elian?”
“He is Elian!” screeched Sebastian. “Son, I cannot have you marrying a man who doesn’t even know who he is!”
Xander’s grip was tighter as he spoke with more confidence than Illiam had ever heard in the tiefling’s voice. “Illiam has defined himself as Illiam, that is who he is. And if you do not accept my husband’s identity, then I will be forced to ask you to not attend the wedding.”
Sebastian’s eyes softened. “Oh, darlings, I don’t- I’m not doing this to be mean, Elian, Illiam, I just- I just want to help you!”
“I never asked for you help.” said Illiam. “I never asked for anyone’s help.”
Sebastian’s mouth quickly opened, then shut. He sighed. “Alright. Fine. Xander, Illiam, I give you my blessing.” Then he smiled. “And I hope this means grandchildren! Ones who aren’t evil, that is.”
“Maybe in a decade or two.” Illiam replied. Quietly, he thought ‘or never.’

“Let me see the baby!” said Anya, and Illiam handed little Sevvie over. Ever since Xander got his job as director at Vermios Memorial Hospital and the couple had moved to Uldok (hopefully for good, thought Illiam) Anya and her husband had been frequent visitors at Xander and Illiam’s townhouse. “Aw, what a cute little thing. Helorie, isn’t she adorable?”
The former lich stared at Sevvie. “I suppose she is.”
“A cute little baby tiefling~ Helorie, when we have children, do you think they’ll be this adorable?”
Helorie shrugged. “Hopefully they’ll inherit your looks, not mine. Otherwise I’m afraid they’ll be doomed to ugliness.”
Anya laughed and beckoned Helorie down so she could give him a kiss on the cheek. “Oh, shush you. No matter who these children inherit from, they’d be darling. Oh, we can set up playdates! Though I hope the children won’t be too different in age to have fun with one another.”
“Well, we may have another in a while.” said Illiam, looking to Xander. “We just love Seva so much, we think we’d also love a little sibling too. She wails and cries, and we haven’t had a decent night of sleep since she was made, but I think she needs a little brother or sister.”
“Brother.” said Xander, patting Seva. “Seva, do you desire your rattle? Look, dear. A rattle. Don’t you want to hold it with your tiny baby hands? Seva, do you understand what I am telling you?”

“It is your birthday, joyous birthday to all, joyous birthday to Jiro, it is your birthday!” Illiam put a beautiful birthday cake in front of his son, who was celebrating his twelfth birthday.
The gathered family members and friends clapped, and Jiro blew out all the candles.
As Illiam took the cake to slice it, Sevvie leaned close to Jiro. “What’d you wish for, little bro?”
Jiro blushed and looked at his feet. “I-I’m not going to tell you!” The boy was a beet red. “It’s a secret!”
“But if you don’t tell us the wish, it won’t come true!” protested Sevvie.
Jiro mumbled something, seemingly too softly for anyone to hear, but Sevvie lit up. “A boyfriend? Little Jiro wants a boyfriend!?” There was soft laughter from the people gathered, and Jiro angrily looked up at his sister.
“I’m only a year younger than you, you know! I don’t know who you’re calling little!” The laughter grew, but Illiam shook his head as he came back in the room with the now-sliced cake.
“Don’t tease your brother, Sevvie. Just because you don’t want something doesn’t mean your brother shouldn’t want it. Here’s your cake, dear.” Jiro dug into the cake, smiling as he tasted the rich chocolate cake.
“Dad, it’s perfect, so delicious!”
Illiam smiled. “The secret is a dash of vinegar,” he shared, “and a pinch of baking soda. As long as you put them in the right amounts, it just makes it delicious and moist, no vinegar taste at all!”
“The cake stuff is definitely Elian.” commented Helorie, taking a bite of the cake. “Gods, once your brother rambled about them for at least two hours.” He laughed. “And Anya, your grandfather just sat there and listened to it!”
Illiam shrugged casually as he gave others slices of cake. “I have all his memories, so I know just as much as he does about cakes. You know, unless Lukas has him and Thalia researching cakes. Exarch, bring me a ten thousand layer chocolate cake!”
“A ten thousand layer nutrient tube cake!”

Illiam watched Jiro watch Fedor, who was spinning his glaive in a way that would be completely ineffective in combat. Boys showing off to impress other boys. It was cute. Technically they were related, but Illiam doubted this would actually go anywhere, so it was merely just adorable.
Suddenly, the Lukas sirens sounded. Illiam waved his arms. “Boys, go to the palace shelter! I’m going to- I’m going to try to find your father!”
Jiro blinked. “We’re going to meet up with Sevvie and Morti and Dmitri and try to help.” said Jiro. “Fedor, I-”
But Fedor wasn’t fronting anymore, it was Pyotr. Illiam had gone, in the space of three years, to not believing in multiplicity to knowing precisely who was fronting in that system by posture, gesture, voice, and subtle psychic cues. Also when they wore their magical girl costumes. “It’s me, Pyotr, okay? We’re going to need to sync up, I need to know where my brother is.”
Jiro swallowed his spit and nodded. “Okay. I’ll try to look for them psychically too.”  
The pair left, and Illiam realized that he wanted to argue with Jiro about him going out to help. He should stay in a shelter, where it was safe! Lukas’s soldiers didn’t play around! Half of them were Jiro’s age anyway, they wouldn’t show any mercy because Jiro was young. Illiam tried to see where Jiro had went. Through- that door? Illiam went through it, only to see a large flight of stairs. Oh, Jiro and Pyotr were climbing them. “Jiro! Wait up! I don’t want you fighting!”
Jiro looked down at his dad. “I’m just going to help the others fight! And heal people!”
“NO, you’re not! You’re going to the safety of the shelter!”
“No I’m not! I’m going to help!”
“Young man, you come down here right now, before-” Jiro began ascending the stairs faster than Illiam had ever seen him go up a flight of stairs in his life. Illiam stomped his feet angrily. “YOUNG MAN! COME DOWN! I MEAN IT!”
But by the time Illiam got to the top of the steps, Jiro was gone. Ugh. Well, maybe Xander was with Anya and Ekaterina? Illiam entered the combat room only to see Anya, Helorie, and Ekaterina there, watching a screen. Ekaterina let out a sigh.
“You’re late. If you came one second sooner, I would have sent you out with your husband and Bara and Anya out with Danill and Cassandra.”
Anya yelled, “Why didn’t you send me out anyways? I’m still here!”
“I like to have even numbers.” confessed Ekaterina.
Illiam looked at a screen, where Xander was dodging bullets from the machine gun arm of some sort of Assel (Messel? Was that his great-nephew?!) and a bunch of geese were being set on fire. He had to join him.
“Doesn’t matter, need to go out there now!”
Anya raised an eyebrow. “Can you fly? Or am I going to have to waste another fly spell!?!”
Illiam smiled at Anya. He could already feel it in his shoulders, the stirrings were beginning. “Oh, Anya, don’t you worry about me.”
  

Author's Notes:
Despite the fact that Elian's POV starts out this story, I feel wholly and strongly that the Illiam in this story is Illiam. He has a right to be whoever he wants, and he is Illiam to me. Perhaps starting the story in Elian's POV was a Bad Decision, and if I ever write an Elian story, I may swap it to make him the early POV.
Length: 5231 Words
Date: May 11th, 2015

Sniplet 43. Messel [Lukasverse] [Snooplet]

Glistening spires rose out from the ground, adamant and mithril and even one of horacalum, and the train sped out ever faster towards them. Messel leaned against the window. This would be the day. Today he would meet his grandfather, the Kaizer, he who was called by those who feared him “The Tricorn Adversary”. That great spire of horacalum was the Kaizer’s palace on Halstine, that spire of skymetal was where he lived. And soon Messel would be there, too.
The tiny half-assel was prodded out of the train, once it arrived, and into a floating car that arrived right in front of the palace. Messel’s mother checked him over one last time. “Alright, dear, please. Don’t say anything mean in the presence of your grandfather. Promise me. Okay?”
Messel nodded. “I would never say anything mean to anyone, mama.” Messel’s mother patted him on the head.
“Alright, sweetie.” Messel entered the palace, going into the beautiful foyer. There was a fountain depicting Lady Elolei and Messel’s great-grandfather and the ex-empress Esfir, all weeping the water that filled the fountain. Messel’s mean uncle Markus was standing next to the fountain, standing proudly in his cyberarmor. His wife was next to him. Messel resisted the urge to stick his tongue out at the mean man.
“Look who it is.” said Markus. “My brother and his family. Messel, come give your uncle a hug.”
Messel looked up at his mama. “Do I have to?” But his mother prodded him forward, and Messel, sighing, hugged his uncle Markus’s knees.
The door to the throne room opened, and the soldiers waved them forward. “Colonel Markus von Wolff, General Nadia von Wolff, Admiral Damien von Wolff, and his family.” The electronic trumpet music played, and Messel hesitantly followed his mother and father into the throne room.
On his throne of skymetal, Kaiser Lukas von Wolff sat, looking down at his subjects. His skin was made of marble, his nails were rubies, and his rich brown curls floated around his head ethereally. He looked much younger than he truly was- a teenager, almost, brown eyes sparkling with azure starlight. He had a set of antlers and a pitch black horn on his head, and he was smiling. Messel didn’t know whether or not this man looked friendly. He was friendly and frightening both.
His voice rung out, rich and deep. “Hi guys! Look, it’s my family! And who is this? Oh, you brought little Messel! Hi Messel!”
Messel didn’t know what to say to the man. “Um. Hi. Your Imperial Majesty. Grandpa Lukas.”
“Aren’t you just the cutest widdle thing? I could just squish your cheeks. Markus, squish his cheeks for me!”
“Her cheeks, father.” said Markus, going to squish Messel’s cheeks.
“Oh, whatever it is!” said Lukas. “Whatever this tiny adorable entity is.”
“I’m a boy, um, Grandfather Your Majesty Lukas.”
“Well, nobody seems to agree!” said Lukas. “So I’ll keep calling you it.” Messel interally steamed, but didn’t say anything to his grandpa and ruler. That would be a very bad idea. “Now, Messel, do you know why your parents have brought you here?”
“To meet you, grandfather your majesty.” said Messel.
“Oh, Markus, squish its tiny cheeks again. It just keeps being so darling! No, You are here to train! To become a great warrior in my army! And fight for me!”
“Um, you never mentioned that, pops.” said Damien. “Messel’s like, six.”
“The perfect age to begin!” said Lukas. “It will have the advantage of an early start! Guards, please grab Messel, and take him to the holding chambers! We’ll ship you out to the training zones soon! All the way on Naven. You ever been to Naven? Guess you’ll go there now!”
Messel shrieked as a guard grabbed him, and Damien turned around angrily. “Let us at least say goodbye to him!”
“It’s right here, goodbye Messel, have a fun time in training!”
Messel woke up, hardly more restful than he’d been the day before. He had a dream of a blonde man, who lived with a black haired man in a forest. But just as he sprung up to get dressed that dream was forgotten. He reported outside with the other soldiers-to-be.
The drill sergeant looked them up and down. “#27, your zipper is unzipped. #45, your cuff is disorderly. #67, you need to do your bottom button!” Ugh, #67 was Messel. He hadn’t had a name for the last twelve years of training. Here he wasn’t Messel von Wolff, let alone Messel. Just another number. Messel did his button as the yelling continued. “Disgusting, you all disgust me! We are the greatest military in the world, and you do this? When it comes to real combat, against real Uldoki or Xiaomenese forces, you’ll all die! Die miserably! Twenty laps to start your day!”
Messel hadn’t even had his morning nutrient tube as the day’s training began. And, as it would be, he didn’t get the nutrient tube at all that day.
After a day full of punishment, exercise, and training, the youths were given their nutrient tubes as they got to watch some television. The crystal screen showed a beautiful girl in a wheelchair with a large lich by her side, then Tsaritsa Ekaterina (a familiar face), dressed in her mithril battle armor. “It’s reported that Tsaritsa Ekaterina has been approved to fully take the throne on tomorrow, her fourteenth birthday. She is still incredibly young and inexperienced, showing the incompetence of the Uldoki nation, and it is said her sister Anya and her ally, Vizier Helorie, are plotting to take the throne from her. Well, Ekaterina would certainly put up quite a fight.” A drawn rendition of Ekaterina drawing her sword, Sun Strike and attacking Anya (the girl in the wheelchair, right), who was firing lazers from her hands, appeared on the screen. Ekaterina suddenly grabbed the wheelchair and tipped a crying Anya out as humorous music played. Then Lukas descended from the sky and stomped on both sisters, taking Ekaterina’s crown. There was a mildly funny scene where Lukas attempted to make it fit over his horns, without much luck. “That’s good old Uldok for you. Every day, We are another step closer to Total Victory! Thank you, Kaiser Lukas!”
Lukas looked different every time he was shown, but then again, he was an occultist. Messel could always tell his grandfather from his horns. Everyone could, he supposed. The screen changed to an advertisement for newer, more nutritious nutrient tubes, and then suddenly it was shut off. A person entered the room.
It was Lukas’s exarch.
Lukas’s wife, Thalia, had been his exarch many years, before the usurpation attempt by General Ashbur. A powerful psychic, General Ashbur had attempted to fuse himself and Thalia temporarily and somehow gain control of the exarch connection from there. But once fused with an exarch and connected to Lukas, the General had found himself unable to unfuse. Unable to disconnect. And so, Lukas’s exarch had been since two people- Lukas’s beloved wife, and a traitorous but talented psychic.
“Hello everyone! Watching some telly? Seeing about the Tsaritsa’s birthday?”
“Yes!” said #46. “Yes we were, General! During our approved recreation time!”
The exarch laughed. “Oh no, you’re not in trouble, dears. In fact, I’m glad you’re watching it. It will really help you during your assignment!”
The soldiers looked at one another. A real assignment? This was exciting.
“You will be entering the Tsaritsa’s birthday, with the intent to murder her!”
….much less exciting.
Messel had forgotten what it was like to wander. To be able to go through a room, not in a straight line, not in any regimented pattern, wearing normal clothes. There was even wasteful real food. Roast chicken, sushi, eggs…. Messel wondered what it would be like. Taste like.
But no. He had to focus on his mission.
Assassinating the Tsaritsa. A mission that would most definitely lead to Messel’s own death, sadly. But Messel had given up on a happy life long, long ago. Maybe death would be better.
Actually, Messel remembered that after death he might become a demon or a devil, so maybe not so happy after all. He concentrated. There was the Tsaritsa, talking to a dragon of some sort (bronze, brass, copper?). There was her sister, chatting excitedly to the lich (Vizier Helorie, very dangerous, do not engage) who had gotten a plate of pastries for her. Large pictures of both Ekaterina’s parents, Tsaritsa Esfir and a black human man in a military uniform, stood on frames, wreaths around them. The party was full of dignitaries of all sorts, royals, and-
Messel’s surviving great-grandfather. Not. Good.
Messel tried to concentrate. The headphone in his ear began to buzz. “Alright, gang. We fire in. Three. Two. One.”
The party rang out with gunfire, and slightly after that, the sound of magic.
Messel ducked behind a table so as not to be hit by a ball of fire, then aimed his gun at Ekaterina, who had her arms over her head, almost a cowardly pose. Messel tried not to laugh as he shot at her arm, but then the girl twisted it out of the way and drew her sword, Sun Strike, somehow parrying the bullet out of the air with it. How did that even work? How were somebody’s reflexes that good? Ekaterina chanted a single word, and then sliced into a soldier who was approaching her, guns blazing. Her sword lit up with electricity, shocking the soldier, paralyzing them! Anya waved her hands, sending out another ball of fire, and her great-uncle projected a shimmering green field around them.
“Retreat, retreat!” screamed the voice in his ear. Messel didn’t hesitate- he ran, only to be tripped by a black haired man with ram horns.
“I have collected one!” said the ram-horned man proudly. The man next to him examined Messel carefully.
“Xander. That’s- that’s your great-nephew. Messel.” Messel wondered how the hell that man knew that.
“Messel! Messel!?” Messel squirmed out from Xander’s grasp, as Xander yelled after him. “Wait, child, wait! I can help you, I can-”
Messel ran outside, where the carrier was lifting off. Messel jumped onto it just in time, but not really, because the door slammed hard on one of his tentacles, severing it. Messel tried very hard not to scream, wildly, viciously, and succeeded.
Messel had lost the tentacle. A new, robotic one had been grafted on. It had a buzz-saw on it, which Messel thought was pretty okay, and the saw even folded up when Messel didn’t need it. After that, Messel was assigned to patrolling the various cities of the empire. It was clear he was thought of as not being very much good at anything.
Messel was content to be forgotten. His cousin had been forgotten before. His uncle, Markus, and Nadia had had a son and he was unimpressive. Messel had heard of him once, in a story. He was not of value to the empire, and made into regular military police- after all his training, he was not really of much use. One day, he marched to one of Lukas’s throne rooms when he was there, and demanded to be taken more seriously. For Lukas to pay attention to him.
Lukas had smiled a thin, distant smile. The floor had cracked underneath the cousin’s feet, and black tentacles erupted from it as well as flames. The screaming rung all throughout the palace, and when it was all over, Lukas had a single black soul gem in his hand, which was delivered by courier to a magic item factory to be made into something precious.
Something useful.
So Messel, #67, was alright being forgotten.
“STOP! THIEF!” A shopkeeper pointed to a dexterous Kenisan who was rushing out of a store with a bag full of Lukas Credits. Messel sprung into action. Hustling towards the Kenisan, who was still running, Messel realized he was not nearly fast enough, but took out his gun to shoot the Kenisan anyway. The Kenisan looked back with a wink and a smile as the bullet deflected harmlessly off of them.
Messel knew that if he let this man escape it would be the end of him. But what could he do? This person was running way too fast. How in the world could he catch him?
Messel tried not to scream very hard, until he did. And he felt something in him stir, like he had another set of tentacles within his brain, and he sent out a pulse of anger through one of them, screamed as the tentacle that didn’t exist wrapped around the thief, hoisting them up in the air. “YOU. STAY. STILL.” said Messel through gritted teeth, and as the thief struggled, he simply squeezed tightly.
He knew he was supposed to kill him. The punishment for theft was death. It was the punishment for most crimes, really. But could he? Could he really kill another person?
And something in him said yes, and squeezed so tightly onto the Kenisan that they dropped the bag of Lukas Credits, and then, a few moments later, breathed no more.
“Psychic, that’s wonderful!” said Lukas, sitting on his throne casually (draped over it, back on one armrest and legs over the other). Today he looked his age, a seemingly middle aged tiefling wreathed in flames. “See? I told you it would be useful!”
Messel gritted his teeth. “Yes. I am glad to be useful to you, your Imperial Majesty.”
Lukas hopped off his throne and approached. “Useful! Just like your cousin! Adrianna, come here!” A young tiefling woman, maybe 16 years old, approached Lukas. “This is your little cousin Adrianna. Ten years younger than you.”
“Nice to meet you.” said Messel, offering a hand.
“Yeah, Nice to meet you too. Um, I don’t shake.” said Adrianna. “Nothing against you, Messel, I just tend to…. burn people!”
“Ah, I understand!” said Messel. “It’s fine!”
Lukas squished Adrianna and Messel’s heads together. “And you’ll become best friends, best friends forever, and work together on everything. Adrianna, show him your stuff.”
“Right here, in your throne room, your imperial majesty?” asked Adrianna.
Lukas nodded. “Oh, very yes.”
Adrianna shrugged. “Okay.” As her shoulders dropped, so did her entire body, before it lit aflame! Adrianna was a fire now, and she lifted up off of the ground and spun around Messel, rising up in a spiral then shooting over his head, almost brushing against the hair that the assel had just been allowed to start growing back. Adrianna danced around the room in red and gold spirals, sending out blasts of flame that she rushed to intercept in time, and then, finally, she landed as a tiefling once again.
Lukas clapped. “Very nice! Beautiful! Now, you two need to work together- Adrianna, you better take care of it, and Messel, you better take care of her!”
Messel nodded, and the pair bowed to their ruler and exited the room. Adrianna rolled her eyes once they were out of Lukas’s sight. “Glad that’s over. Though I am really glad to meet you. Hey, you are a guy, right?”
Messel nodded. “Yes. I’m male.”
Adrianna nodded. “I knew it. Because my dad is always yammering about how female you are, and everything that comes out of his mouth is literal shit.”
“Literal shit or figurative shit? Because if it’s literal shit, I want to thank the wizard who did that.”
Adrianna laughed. “Oh, I wish it was literal literal shit. That would be perfect.”
“Messel is back! My niece is back!” proclaimed Markus as Messel and Adrianna entered the room. Messel ignored his uncle as his father wrapped him into a bonecrushing hug.
“Oh, Messel, I thought I’d never see you again. But here you really are!”
Messel tried to smile at his father. He was like someone from a dream, or another life. “It’s me. Where’s mom?”
Damien’s face fell, and he slightly glanced at Markus before looking to the ground. Markus opened his big vile mouth proudly. “Your mother was a traitor, Messel. It was my duty…. and pleasure…. to execute her.”
Messel felt so angry he almost subconsciously activated his tendrils, and despite the joyous images that filled his mind of strangling Markus like he’d strangled that thief, he tried to calm himself. “That’s Captain Messel von Wolff.” said Messel. “Don’t think because you’re my family that you can refer to me so familiarly.”
Markus laughed. “I outrank you, girl.”
“I outrank you, Captain.” corrected Messel in reply.
Markus and Messel had an awkward moment of eye contact before Markus broke it. He opened his mouth to speak, but was interrupted by Damien. “Alright, family, um, let’s just all eat.” He sat down and snipped off the top of a nutrient tube. “Yum, Grape flavor.”
“And the Medal of Glory to Captains Adrianna von Wolff and Messel von Wolff for their efforts in putting down the rebellion on the colony on Valex!” read off Lukas’s exarch as they pinned the medal onto them. Messel looked proudly down at his medals. His military service had always been unmarred, the only blemish a failed mission that he still didn’t understand how anyone expected them to succeed at, but after gaining his powers he’d become exemplary. He and Adrianna were a team. Two powerful psychics, working in sync. Nothing would ever bring them down, or so everyone thought. A promotion would be soon in order.
Once the ceremony was over, Adrianna lightly tapped near Messel, grabbing his attention. “Hey, Messel, we need to celebrate! How about drinks? I know you like your silly tropical stuff~”
Messel smiled. “That would be perfect, Adrianna, we should-”
“Oh, no, daughter dear.” Ugh, it was Markus. “Adrianna, didn’t you get the news, you’re going to have a medical checkup tomorrow, no eating or drinking, to bed straight away!”
Adrianna groaned. “What? After something like this? Fine. We’ll postpone it to tomorrow, Messel! A special celebration!” Adrianna followed her father, presumably back to her room, and Messel decided it was time to go to his.
Messel was awoken the next morning by the sound of bells. Turning over in his sleep pod, he looked at the crystal that alerted him to his daily routine. Attend inspection- Adrianna. Why in the world was he supposed to come?
Messel shrugged and got up with a sigh, putting on his dress uniform (his daily attire) and walked to where the crystal said he should go. His grandfather was there, looking almost angelic, with a shadow beneath that didn’t precisely fit him, as was Markus. “Why are we all here for Adrianna’s checkup?” asked Messel.
“Checkup?” asked Lukas, flipping up his goggles. “Checkup! Checkup, no! This is an experiement! One that Markus suggested lovingly for his daughter. Look!” Lukas pointed to Adrianna, wearing a leotard of some sort, who was entering a chamber. Messel’s gut churned with anxiety. His psychic tentacles twitched involuntarily, and he willed them to be calm. M-maybe this wouldn’t be bad at all. Maybe this-
“Now, there’s a thing called the scientific method!” said Lukas excitedly. “First, we think of an idea. Markus has already thought! One of his good thoughts of the year, huh son? Then we envision a hypothesis. My hypothesis is- Adrianna, being a creature of fire herself, will be immune to be fire. Then, we think of how we could conduct an experiment. Obviously, the experiment is to set Adrianna on fire!”
Messel almost shrieked. “DO WHAT?”
Lukas smiled widely, exposing a mouth full of silver, ultra-sharp teeth. “Then we conduct the experiment!”
Lukas pressed a button and the chamber filled with fire. Adrianna began screaming, and Messel ran to the door, trying to open it. “Messel, don’t even try! We locked it so nobody can get in! Don’t want you to get hurt!” said Messel’s grandfather. “Hm, Markus, looks like our hypothesis was incorrect.”
“Certainly looks like it.” said Markus, not a flicker of emotion crossing his still face. “What a shame. Suppose I’ll have to convince Nadia to have another child for me. And I had such hopes for that one.”
“That one!? THAT ONE?!” screeched Messel. His tendrils reacted like they never had before. They felt raw, and spiked, and covered in something. Sticky, raw, disgusting. Markus smiled, slightly, at Messel’s anger.
“What, is the little girl angry at her cousin’s death? Oh, sorry, your Imperial Majesty. it’s cousin’s death?”
“I’m going to go and check on her.” said Lukas, entering the room, not bothering to try to stop the flames that now engulfed Adrianna. But Messel didn’t care if Lukas was in or out. He slammed his spiked psychic tentacles into Markus, then extended his own metallic one, buzzsaw roaring angrily as Messel approached Markus.
Markus smirked as he projected a force field in front of him. “What, is the little baby girl throwing a temper tantrum? God, you’re like Adrianna at her worst.”
“Nobody likes you. Nobody fucking likes you at all! Never Adrianna! Not even Nadia, I don’t think! My father, definitely not! Probably not Lukas either! Nobody has ever cared about you! You’re disgusting, and they’d all be happier if you were gone.” said Messel, slapping his tentacles against the force field.
“Ha, you’re thinking of yourself, Messel! That’s what everyone thinks about you!”
Messel fixed his gaze directly into Markus's eyes. “You’re nothing. You’re only who you are because our grandfather is important. You’ve never even had a friend, have you? Whenever I hear people talking about you when you’re not there all they do is complain about you. Talk about how you’d be better off dead. Good for nothing. Good for nothing. Killed your own daughter. Killed your own son.”
Markus blinked. “Ly-lysander died because he was an idiot.”
“Like father, like son.”
Markus blinked again, this time to get rid of the tears that were forming. “D-don’t you dare talk about Lysander like that.”
“I never even knew his name before this, he was so pointless, a nobody. He was a nobody, and when he was dead, you’ll be one too!”
Markus’s force field flickered for the slightest instant, and that was enough. Messel lifted Markus up with a bladed psychic tentacle, squeezing tight. “I’m going to kill you and nobody will ever have to think of you again. Everyone will thank me. Everyone will be happy. Me most of all.”
Markus hesitated for a moment. “Now, nie-nephe-”
Messel shook his head. “Don’t pretend you care now.” He squeezed tighter.
“Don’t- it doesn’t have to be like this, I’m sure- I’m sure Adrianna can be healed, I-”
“Don’t care anymore. Hate you. Hate you so much!”
Markus looked down at Messel, then coughed up a spurt of blood. “I- fine. Messel. I’d say see you in hell, but we’re already there.”
And then suddenly Messel felt something through him, and half his vision was gone, and there was pain beyond belief. He looked down, and-
Oh.
Markus had projected a force field through Messel’s body.
Well, at least he and Adrianna would be together in death.
Messel woke up, blinking open two (two?) eyes (why was two weird?) to a tube full of blue goop. His grandfather was outside. Lukas waved cheerfully, before pressing a button that opened the tube, releasing Messel. Buttons. Pressing a button. Anger. Hatred. Fire.
Adrianna.
Everything came back to Messel in a flash,. He’d killed Markus. He’d killed his own uncle. Markus had killed Adrianna. Markus had killed him. But-
“Good morning, sleepyhead grandson!” said Lukas. “Aw, Markus isn’t here anymore to squish your cheeks. Guess I’ll have to do it myself!” Lukas squished Messel’s cheeks with ruby fingernails.
“H-how am I alive?” asked Messel.
Lukas spun a mirror in front of Messel, and Messel saw what he had become. A full half of his head and part of his torso, swooping down, was made of some blue polymer. Messel tried to run his hands down the torso, only to discover that only one was an actual arm still. The other ended in the barrels of a gun, some sort of machine gun, and was made of that same material. “Look, Messel, you’re better now! Much cooler. Your eyesight and hearing are enhanced, you’ll never be disarmed, and when your body was all opened up I poked around in that old thing, replaced most of your organs, part of your brain. We were able to take a scan from the part you lost so you should still be the same old Messel, but better. You won’t need to sleep, eat, go to the old bathroom, drink water, breathe, oh, you’re so much better, Messel!”
Messel didn’t feel better. He felt like a freak. Even in his grandfather’s empire, cyborgs were rarely so…. obvious. They usually got synthetic skin, realistic looking eyes, they usually matched! He only had two ears now, both on the same side, and there was no way he’d cover up that arm. “So-so I’m not in trouble for killing my uncle Markus?”
Lukas smiled his constant smile. “Well, Messel, on one horn, everything you said about your Uncle Markus was true! What a rotten son. What a big jerk! I certainly won’t miss him! Just like I don’t miss Thalia! Though I still have Thalia, kind of! She’s still partially there, swimming around with Mr. Ashbur!”
Messel breathed a sigh of relief. “But the other horn, he was my son. You monster!” Lukas’s expression didn’t change, if anything he only smiled wider. “So I made your outside match your inside! Thems the shakes, Messel!”
Messel tried to slide back, but there was nowhere to slide. “And on the third horn!” said Lukas, pointing to dead Elolei’s horn, “Who’s going to misgender the guy with the machine gun arm!? Certainly not me! So anyway, Adrianna is waiting for you, go and see her, I’m sure she’d love her favorite cousin’s support.”
Messel’s heart would have skipped a beat were it not a perfect electronic model, programmed only to pump blood through the body as was tactically needed, not react to any pointless emotions. “Adrianna- she-she’s alive?”
Lukas smiled. “Go and see her, Messel! Right next to you!”
Messel practically ran out of the room and to next door. A shriveled, burned up husk sat in a bed, knees clasped to her chest. “A-Adrianna?”
The girl looked up at Messel. Her face was horrible. But Messel didn’t show repulsion anymore. Not that he would for her. No matter how awful she was. “M-Messel?” Adrianna smiled, slightly. “Y-you look awful.”
“Is it mean if I say, ‘you too?’”
Adrianna laughed, slightly, but then began to cough. “Heh. I guess we’re just both mean people. Come on. Sit down.” Messel sat on the chair next to Adrianna’s bed. “No, on the bed, silly.”
Messel sat next to Adrianna. “They think they can grow most of my skin back. Or at least put synthetic skin in.”
“That’s good.” said Messel. “I- I hope you can heal soon.”
“I heard you killed my dad.” said Adrianna.
Messel didn’t know what to say to that. Finally, he said, “Well, you didn’t hear wrong. He- he tried to kill me too.”
“But later.” said Adrianna. “Once you had basically killed him already.”
Messel didn’t know what to say to that either. Finally, he said, “Yeah.”
The girl didn’t look at Messel, rather instead at the door. “I guess we’re just a screwed up family, aren’t we. R-real broken and stuff.”
“I’m sorry.” said Messel.
“Don’t apologize for killing him. He was pretty much awful.” said Adrianna. “But… I don’t know. I think I am going to cry.”
“That’s fair enough.” said Messel. “I think I’d like to cry too.”
Adrianna suddenly wrapped her arms around Messel, and Messel wrapped his armed hand around her. Where it touched Messel’s flesh, it burned, but the robotic half didn’t feel anything at all. The girl began to cry, hot, furious, tears. Messel tried to cry too. But he couldn’t cry anymore. Lukas had taken that from him, too.

Author's Note: 
This is a dark story, but I'm proud of it and how it turned out. It was hard to write. I love and feel connected to Messel, and to put him through this hell was hard. But it was definetly a main cornerstone of what we know as Lukasverse. 
Length: 4680 Words 
Date: May 10th, 2015